What a day...
Usually, I get up at 5:45. Get ready to head off to school, drink my tea, and listen to some awesome tunes. This process goes on till about 7. At that point, I get on the bus (or in my car), get to school, go through the daily routine with classes and jazz, do some homework, go to a game or something, come home, and hit the sheets.
Today though...that didn't happen.
I woke up to my sister screaming, "BUS!" I get dressed, and somewhat put together, and run out to the bus. Honestly, I think I was out of bed, and on the bus within 3 minutes. It was a record. Anyway, that was a little frustrating. I blew it off, and tried to have a good day. The routine was normal up until 8th hour. The Jostens guy came to talk to our class about caps and gowns, announcements, and all the other stuff that comes with being a senior. Of course, no one can agree on anything so that turned into one big headache. After school, I was hoping things would turn around. Things were alright; until 7. 7? That's when the game started...you'd think that I'd be having a good time. Hanging out with my droogs and cheering on the team, sounds like a fun time. Yeah, probably not. Instead, someone came along and turned what was becoming a decent evening into a lame one. I'm not going to sit here and say, "I don't care what people think of me." Because I do to an extent. It's getting less and less everyday, but it's still there. It's hard to not care what someone you used to really admire thinks of you; at one point, you did care. Anyway, back to my story. I heard it all tonight. Mostly, it went like this...
1. "You don't think for yourself, you're thinking like someone else. You're being ignorant."
2. "You're arguing for nothing, you have no cause."
Overall, they were just trying to bring me down. And really, I don't get it. If anything, they are the ignorant one. I try not to let it get to me or bother me, but it does. They used to really be someone I admired a lot. Now, all I am to them is a big joke. That's kind of okay with me though, because after these things happen, I try to think to myself..."I'm going to prove them wrong, all of them." I know I can, and I know I will. A wise man by the name of Noam Chomsky, once told me..."ignore the pessimists." I should try that out, because I'm sure he's right. All I have to say to the people who've ever doubted me is..."booyakasha!"
...yeah, that'll show em'!
Friday, December 11, 2009
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