Graduation. College. Future.

Sometimes, I think I might think a little too much (if that's possible). It's getting close to graduation and a part of me isn't ready to move on. The other part of me though, knows that I am. I worry about the future. What am I going to do? Where will I end up? Who's going to be there with me? Things like that. When I start questioning these things, I realize that it'll all get figured out. I'll do what I want to do, and things will fall into place. I'm going to like college, I know that. But where will I go from there? That's still undecided. There's so much that I want to do in life, and I'm not in a hurry to travel through the "phases." Things like getting married, starting a family, actually buying a house. There's things I want to do and accomplish before I get to those points. I'm more worried about college right now, and how the hell I'm going to pay for that.

I applied to Northland College earlier this week. It's a private school up in Ashland. I'll know whether or not I got in there within two weeks. For now, my chosen major was social studies education and minoring in sociology. So, I'm hoping I got in there. Many people reccomended the college to me, and I was never real fond of the idea. Mainly because it's fifteen minutes away from where I live now. After researching it though, I realized it's a good fit for me. I applied, sent in my ACT scores, a very well written letter of reccomendation, and my transcripts. Now, all there to do is wait.

Wait. Wait. Wait.